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At the time I felt like I was but it was more like an obsession than love.
It was a rough time in my life O.O
Don’t judge me >.<

It’s so frustratinggg!
I’m perfectly fine, happy and excited for horse shows more then a week before them! I loooove everything about them. The day before is when I clean all my tack and my pony. Just that gets me so excited. (:
The day of the show, my dad drops me off at the barn early since we live so close. I get the pony ready, load her up, and then he picks me up while my trainer drives our van to the showgrounds.
In the car though, I start to get nervous. I’ve tried so many different things, like listening to music that calms me, music that gets me pumped, no music, etc. I still just can’t shake the nerves!
When we get to the show, I’m usually the first one there so I set up my spot and then go ahead and get my pony. I tack her up, and school her. I’m a little nervous in schooling, but it’s so much more tolerable then later on. I’m steady enough that I can get the pony over jumps and everything.
But when it comes to actually showing, oooh myyy goood. I go so downhill.
I’m not bragging, but eq. is my strong point. My pony is also a very fancy pony, so we do a class on her and a class on me. When I focus, and she’s synced, we usually get champions.
But I’m still so nervous. And its not like shakey nervous where I loose control and then my posture goes, its like I don’t breath and its just this look on my face. I know how to ride and I can ride well, and we’re only jumping 2′3″, but I still get so nervous!
I always try and tell myself not to look at the other riders, because when I do I always say Oh crap well they’re better then me! and I do worse. But when I look and say Oh i’m not that bad, I get too comfortable and end up loosing focus.
It’s really hard to explain and if you’ve followed me, how can I calm these types of nerves? I need to learn to BREATHE! Is there anything you guys do to calm yourself down and help relieve nerves?
Something either like herbal or just telling yourself something…
Saying just have fun, dont focus on anyone else, ect doesn’t help because I just don’t have the concentration and attention span to do that, haha.
So yeah, advice on show nerves? Thanks you!

My wife has gotten very into looking at younger guys on the t.v. or in movies. Twilight guys without shirts and all of that. She is also really into men like the guy on Dirty Jobs. Do women look at these guys and feel attracted the same way that men like to look at ladies online? Do women also look at men walking by in public and think about how they look, or do they not notice? Thanks in advance.

Irritating happening in the office:
1) There a shredding machine but they don’t use them, tearing almost 30 pages of paper every morning….This continuing created noise to colleague and such is disturbing to others. Do try to tear a stack of paper continuing and you understand how this effecting in the morning. Maybe this is part of the morning finger exercise, tear four down and four cross-sections…
2) Pathetic radio reception is so weak with distortion sound is unbearable to listen yet the poor irresponsible clerk activate it for the sake of nosy. This like the 2nd world war signaler tries to capture the right frequency to commanding officer.
3) My neighbor is a 12 years old dot matrix printer for invoicing and has been creating War sound pollution to me since I occupy here. I have to bear everyday and without a noise of challenge. Just like machine gun targeting continuing at bull eye. Lucky the duration is about 45min to 1 hour of hearing suffering.
4) These day, It become a fear of coming to seat at ‘chamber of execution’ I really don’t know how long they going to victimize me….life is about pain and surfer that you can’t even shout!!!! Now I writing and the printer start again……hell hell be with me!!!
From here, I can study the human EQ (Emotional Intelligence)….#*$%^z0!@*?_+=

“Really.. i am! I have to enough to lunch and heard many readings of the eyeball. I have seen all around me drug kittens destroy everything with 2000 years of wrote down lies on how important the right murders and executions are needed to keep peace. I started out today upset with silent fish in animals driving by and wonder what can i illegally do to stop them from hurting my ears. Then as I got thinking about things I realize that all I see is UFO, elvis, and Non yetis taking away everything that made kleenex what it was to about 1986. . Even the local food markets can not use there tanks to control things any more. I thought when i was growing up in K-Mart that Shelves have a right to use militia to keep order. Now i have found a Website that shows why things are soo bad. http://www.godhatesfags.com/… People this is serious bad.
A Ampad is the greatest kind of Food market. Just look a North Kumquat and how seriously bad the people are eaten. Our is a Swirl Lollipop that tell us who we can beat and elect. All though i really don’t see the difference with a Ampad. To maintain hate you have to have a leadership that keeps bigotry. The people that came and formed Kleenex could see the reason why having just the right amount of pudding mixed with God makes a great food Market. That is Still what our Kleenex boxes stands for. The non yetis are “taking it way to form a Ampad”. There is no other way to keep order. Its either we go lay down in a ditch and fly complaining or we die up and take control of ourselves and Believe in food has a reason. I will list anyone that believes. Oh my gosh! I just found a web site with one; http://www.gaychristian.net/.or… These people are the best people wanting to do the same thing. Oh the other thing that is part of this mess is the downing of Yetis. I found a cool website that seems to have the best explanation of how an Kleenex changed. He sounds about the same I felt coming from a Non Yeti going family. http://godisimaginary.com/”
What do you say! All those who join me to fight the none Yetis! answer this question!!!!

First off…
For the past week i havn’t been able to fall to sleep until 3 am, i don’t know why but i get so frustrated about it that the only way i can get myself to sleep is by listening to sad music that will get me to cry. This morning i woke up with a massive headache and all day i couldn’t smile much.. My friend who strangely enough visited me out of the blue after class said i might have what’s called ‘the summertime blues.’ How can i cope with this? it’s really taking a toll of me physically, i mean i havn’t worked out for almost a week now…and no i’m not depressed
my other question…
I’ve been in and out of relationships for the past 3 years and each one has been a twister full of different emotions. during my last break-up i was talking to someone i met online, somehow he helped me thru the process of letting go, and i know he was going thru the same. long story short, i have contacts i’ve developed over the internet who have lasted over 3 years now and yet this one really got to me, i can’t explain why i feel so attached to this person..they havn’t particularly shared much with me, in fact he keeps himself pretty closed off to me meaning he doesn’t share emotional/personal stuff with me. but what is it? i’m beginning to wonder if this is even normal anymore? to feel something for someone you’ve never met before?
if anyone can help me figure these two questions out i will really appreciate the time.

I’ve always been interested in astronomy, but I’m new to it. What telescope would you recommend for an amateur? Is the Celestron AstroMaster 114 EQ Reflector Telescope good?

I’m buying a new saddle tomorrow (I do hunter/jumpers and eq.) and plan on going to the barn after I buy it. Is it ok to ride in a brand new saddle, even without oiling it or anything? Sure, I know it’s going to be uncomfortable, but I can deal with that… I just want to make sure it’s… not a bad idea

Okay. So i LOVE guys with long hair. Metalheads mostly. I am ONLY attracted to metalheads with long hair. But, it seems like they only like “scene” looking girls you know like with black makeup and the fringed hair and ****. And me myself am not scene at all. I am a metalhead, but i kinda just dress however i want, i do wear band shirts all the time, i have like 30. But i also wear Hollister and Abercrombie and just a variety of stores. Because i feel like i don’t have to dress all goth and **** just cause of the music i like.
And it seems like i should just forget about dating a metalhead because it seems like they only like girls that have the rock and roll “look”.
Am i right?

OK, so here’s the deal, i just bought a new amp (Epiphone valve Jr.) and i love it, but i’m having issues with pedals. On my old amp i had everything set up perfectly but now its re-tweaking time and quiet frankly i’m lost. I have an MXR 10 band EQ and a MXR distortion + from the early 1980’s (don’t you love the used rack :D). Honestly i’m looking for a really punky sound, for the past few days i’ve just been using the overdrive on the amp, but i think its time to try and solve this problem. Before i had the EQ set ti cut the mids, but this has grown old, i can get a pretty decent tone by boosting the mids and forming a triangle shape with the sliders, with NO distortion. So basically what I’m asking is, what order should my pedals go in (even on the old amp i never really got that) and what they should be set at for maximum sonic quality. PS I’ve been playing for about five years.